2007/2008

It has been a year...full of memories..meaningful memories that help me grows...I graduated from KMPk and hoping to pursue my study in UM..Well, my wish came true. I've been accepted. Everybody was happy for me. I was happy. Until I got th news that I've been put into 4th RC. (4th Residential College / KK4) when Ying, Nana, Hadi sume kat 3rd..No friends...My dad took me for a tour in UM the day he sent me for Bengkel Biasiswa YTM (Yayasan Telekom Malaysia) in 1st RC. My heart sank when i stepped into 1st nye bilik..Sangat kecik n daif...if compared to KMPk, macam langit ngn bumi pn ada gak.. pegi tgk 4th plak..Ya ALLAH...jauhnye dari fac..macam mana nk g..abah kata mest ada shuttle bus..ahaks..cos ada bus stop dpn 4th..hehehe...

1st day kat UM.Minggu Haluansiswa (MHS). It was the worst orientation ever. tdo lambat, kena pakai baju yg besar gile, sambil bawak payung n beg ke mana sahaja. Dont let me start on the food. Kena cheers n cang. Memang menyumpah la dalam hati. Lagi2 bile Ammar & Izzah sms kata their orientation wasnt so bad. Did I manage to get new friends??? NO.. only Azyan & Farah as my roomate. I am so not a friendly person. I will not start first. I know this is a bad habit..Saya akan cube ubah k..

1st week kat fac. Orientation week. It was sux as well. Pegi sehari je, tak tahan, suruh mak n abah amik bawak balik umah. Well, mmg Nadia balik every week pn..Pertengahan minggu pun balik, since Rabu xde kelas.

Well, everything seems to went well although I knew something was going wrong. Tapi, macam biasa, buat bodoh je. I'm used to it. Until, that very day came. I broke up with Aiman.27.07.2007 Ahaks.. That is the worst day ever. I have been cheated for 2 years!!! 2 damn years!!! I found someone else's picture inside his wallet. How stupid! I knew this would come. I can feel it. Well, since matrix actually. That day, I almost accident. I was driving & crying. Yeah, he kinda treat me badly actually. Hanya cari Nadia bila dia ada masalah and Nadia xboleh cari dia bila dia ada masalah. N his hp mmg slalu engaged.. Mak call konon. Watever.. But still, this very stupid Nadia, forgave him. I gave him one more chance. He blew it up!! I was so terribly sad that I cried everyday for almost 3 months. I cannot focus. I cannot smile. Tapikan, semua yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya.

Hmmm...minggu perkenalan JKP. Masa tu macam2 yang nampak menarik and rasa nak join.. Tapi ntah, macam xnk pn ada sbb Nadia punya plan ialah, stay kat 4th utk 1st year je. Pastu duduk rumah.. I have list down every bad things that could happen to me and my study if I stay in 4th for 2nd year. hahahaha..Abah setuju je... ok2..then, malam interview JKP. Petang tu, I was still hesitate. Nk join JKP ke x? kalo nk join, nk join JKP apa???? Kesenian?NOOO...Akademik???Boring... Kebajikan n Kemasyarakatan? macam ok.. Tapi, nk dijadikan cite, ptg tu, pas mkn kat DS, Kak Fica tegur. How do i know her? 1st, sbb dia PM, n dia roomate Kak Sya, my senior kat matrix. Kak Fica pun mempelawa/mempromosikan JKP Akademik & Intelektual kepada Nadia.. Nadia juz kata tgk la dulu. Malam tu pukul 9, sume org dah sibuk nk g interview. Nadia????duduk dalam bilik baca Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow. Nk g lambat2 cos sure ramai org nye. Lagipun, masih teragak2... dah lama pastu, baru Nadia kuar bilik g DS (Dewan Santapan).n WOW!!! ramainye org..pastu xtau nk join yg mana. Nampak Kak Sya kat JKP Seni..tp seni??? Nadia & seni??? xmungkin.... nk pegi JKP KEMAS cos senarai aktiviti dia cm best je..tp cm ramai org je..n there goes my last resort.. JKPAI.. hahaha..boleh tahan gak..masa tu rasanya ada 3/4 meja interview. n yang paling menakutkan ialah ada satu abg ni, dia nye suara kuat. masa dia tanya org, suara sgt kuat n tegas.. takot woo kalo kena interview dgn dia..(only later then Nadia kenal org yg garang tu = Abg Farid).So, sambil menunggu, Nadia pun bacalah Harry Potter. Pastu, sampaila turn Nadia. Nadia telah di interview oleh Kak Fica (thank God) n sorang Abg ni..xtau sapa nama dia. dia ada btau nama, tp xdgr.. (sebenarnya Abg Shamim). that mamat, suruh saya speak english cos dia nmpk nadia baca harry potter. CIS! mengenakan org. gaya derang interview tu, macam kerja JKP ni sgt susah. pastu, ada ke dia tanya, wat is the worst of me.....pk punye pk, Nadia ckp, Nadia kena tdo b4 12..xbole tdo lambat...n then, derang start ceramah...derang kata, ada kdg2 tdo kul4 la..mcm2.. pastu nadia kata kalo kadang2 xpelah..kalo every week cmtu xleh la...hahaha.. i was hoping to be in the KIV list sebenarnya..tp tau x apa derang ckp??? CONGRATULATIONS... awak diterima!!! xtau la apa perasaan masa tu..menyesal pn ada gak.. apasal la Nadia g cari keje..ish3...dah masuk bilik, i decided to meet kak fica 2mrw n tarik diri..

Despite of the stupid feelings inside..crying everynite..life goes on.. I have to pretend that Im strong. Well I am strong with the help of my friends..Thanks a lot to Chicken, Anis, Ammar and Salina. sebab slalu ada dengan nadia bile nadia susah n senang..Well well well...nadia dapat jd SU JKPAI..wow!!! SU lagi....masa tu nk tarik diri, nnt malu. so, i take the job. I wasnt very functioning at first. sbb abg adam buat sume. pastu, Abg Shamim mintak jd SU FORUM plak..Nadia terima gak.. I was trying to keep myself busy actually. N best gak sebenarnya... dapat ramai kawan... ada byk aktiviti..

Festival Aidilfitri



Team Futsal JKPAI


Preparation Malam JOM MUHIBBAH


Malam JOM MUHIBBAH

Well... mmg best.. I feel alive again with all those activities and friends.. I wont tell about my study, cos its so boring...n I'm not that excellent student anymore..xstudy byk..huhuhu...Well, now, PROJECT...Pertandingan Forum Bahasa Malaysia IPT 2008..hahaha..sgt byk halangan.... I almost give up..but then, yelah, compared to PROSPEK, grade forum mmg rendah.. lgpun xde sapa pedulikan forum...watever...i had so much fun especially masa cuti sem..tinggal kat UM..for forum, mcm juz me n abg shamim, the rest, its PROSPEK..ahaks....pegi "Eye on Malaysia", Sg. Congkak. bowling, movies, mcm2 lagi...a pix can tell everything...





Ooopsss..lupe...aiman has gone..here come saiful. bt it lasted only a month.dalam bulan raya je kalo xsilap. Well, he has waited for me since 2003, dat is 5 years.. I decided to give him a chance.. Bt there's sumting wrong. The way he treated me bile dia tgh ngorat n after couple, sgt lain. I like it more when we were friends.. Biasala, cm aiman gak, dah lama2 bkn peduli nadia. well, aiman was so selfish.. All he know is about him. Penat dia, bz dia, sukati nk layan nadia bile, xpenah reply msg....n yg kena tolerate, Nadia gak..ish3..im not complaining if its worth it.. tp dia curang...so, im complaining la... bt saiful, he wants to dedicate his life for me. He would do anything for me..That is so wrong... You really dont have to do that. It really scares me actually....macam nadia ni baik sgt je..n dia sgt emotional..slalu nangis (maybe sbb dia anak bongsu)..ssh nk handle..bt then, when it comes to hana...I hate Hana..sbb? sbb dia macam bagos..well thankx to u anyway...when saiful decided to end th relationship, i felt NOTHING!!!! xrasa sedih pn..dunno y..mayb bcos sblm ni ada yg lebih sakit n lgpn its a long distance relationship...hahaha..bt not long after dat, he wanted me back.. HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! INGT NADIA NI APA??????STOKIN??? bile nk guna cari, bile xnk campak???? NO WAY!!!U had your chance and that's it!!! I believe that there is someone out there who is better for me... N mmg betol pn ada... I found him...


Next...PNGK Sem 1 = 2.98....sgt mengejutkan..mengamok abah.....nk wat cmne..ish3...masuk sem 2...lg la bz..meeting almost every nite..blom campur, JKP lagi, meeting SU lg, slalu gaduh ngn abg shamim lg, assignment lg..mcm2...i was so bz....balik umah pn xslalu atau sekejap je.. tp sem 2 lg best...ada mcm2..PROPSPEK Pantai Timur mmg best.. MAB....n ..............................(I'll keep my love story to myself k)... study pn lg tunggang langgang...hahahaha...The Abnomal Club....me, Aqil, Abg Acap, Zaf n Nadine...mereka sgt cool n best.....i love hanging out wif them.... n of cos paling best ialah Aqil...hahaha....n tak lari dr conflicts..The ONE,n mcm2 lg....well2...i found out ramai sgt yg plastik....xsuke....kena sgt berhati2 dengan org..salah langkah, masuk perangkap....bt im not gonna run away...sem 2 paling best is after forum...sgt relieve lepas forum....kenapa best???? hahahaha.....

Tapi, yg penting skrg ni ialah...Nadia sgt Happy.. Im happy with my life... Im happy wif who i am now..im not entirely the old nadia..bt I pray for the best....2007/2008 is indeed a memorable year..